...........These times

Looking at the caption/picture above, you all sure know a little about what you're about to read.

Well, school is coming on well and i honestly can't complain, and God sees my heart i'm not grateful enough. I honestly wish i would be more appreciative than i am right now.

Okay, back to the subject matter. I'm in stage of my life now where i am so confused that i know whom to run to, but it seems the sight of man is all that is glaring at me now. One of the many amazing reasons why i love God is that, He's ALWAYS READY to teach me certain things in different ways, and makes me see reason why. I've always known well enough not to put my trust in man, but sometimes i feel certain people are just not the type to dissappoint you, do you guys understand what i mean? Well, over the weekend, He taught me AGAIN that no matter how good a man seems or is i still have no right to put my trust in them except Him (Jeremiah 17:5 Thus saith the LORD; Cursed be the man that trusteth in man, and maketh flesh his arm, and whose heart departeth from the LORD). During these hurtful time, i was able to spare a smile and ask Dad "Why're You such a jealous God, na wa for You o, cursed loun loun? ha". I'm sure He was like "Little do you know w'sup".

Every single quiet minute alone either in my car or anywhere, it's either i'm asking Dad how long this would go on, or I'm crying out loud. I'm so confused, i donno what to do, i've tried thinking straight but all that comes to mind is the negative what if's, I need to be very honest, the last time i got this scared was when i thought i would loose my mum. But why am i scared? why is there so much fear? where is the ever constant talk of my faith? what's happening to me? am i doubting God? Oh my, I've been such a crybaby i must confess and most times all i want to do is be alone and talk to Dad, but instead of talking to Him, i find myself becoming a questionnaire and start asking Him why? instead of what next? I've been jobless for the past month, and it seems like the world is against me.

You know the annoying thing about the whole situation? I KNOW HE'S WATCHING AND IN CONTROL, right? BUT why do i feel like He isn't watching? why do i feel like He's abandoned me? Why do i feel like He could care less about me? Why do i forget He's just by my side? Why do i feel like He's not listening? Right now i can't find the words to honestly express how i feel. One minute, i'm crying and next second, i'm smiling 'cos i'm saying "Dad You're in control right?" Before the past week ended He consoled me with Isaiah 49 but He emphasized on verse 14 (He called me Zion), Verse 15: He said others can forget, BUT He WILL NOT forget me. Verse 16: He said He has ENGRAVED me in His always busy palms. You know what part made me smile again? Verse 24-25. You want to know what it is? It would intrest you MORE if you pick up your Bible and study that part.

I know some of you know this already, but lemme remind you. NO MATTER what you may be going thru, though there may seem no way out of your situation. There's always a way to God's presence. Hard as it may seem, trust me when i tell you He's working behind the scenes of His childrens' lives. I'm in that situation now where i feel like He's forsaken and forgotten me, BUT within me I KNOW WITHOUT A DOUBT HE'S IN CONTROL, i just need His strength to be able to hold on. Don't wait for anyone to encourage you, speak to God just about the way you feel.

I'm looking forward to Thursday, when i'ld be off to New Jersey for a wedding, i hope i'm able to have a great time, and get my mind off these down times. (My mates are looking for jobs, me i'm travelling to Jersey, abi? is that the next question? Well, I bought my ticket 5weeks before i became jobless).

Would you say a prayer for me?:

Dear Lord, speak Your Peace into Rinsola's life and situation, Be Rinsola's strength during these times, show yourself strong in her life. Proove Yourself as Jehovah Jireh in her life. Make her understand and learn what You needed to teach her during this time. May she come out of this situation as a victor and not a victim..................................These times shall pass.

Have a funfilled and fufilled week everyone.

I am His Product

NET WT. in the hundreds

Product of: The Most High

Batch no: B L E S S E D & H I G H L Y F A V O U R E D

Hardware: Basic Input Output Physical System, Power Supply (Holy Spirit)

Software: UBOS 2007 (Updated Biblical Operating System), STHB 2007 (Salvation Thru His Blood), SOD 2007 (Spirit of Discernment)

His love, His Grace, His will, Hope and Faith

Possible Virus: The devil

Programmed for: VICTORY, SIGNS & WONDERS ! (Romans 8 vs 28-29, Genesis 1 vs 26-27)

Manufacturing Date: 08/07 (Jeremiah 1 vs 5-10)

Expiration date: Till her destiny is fufilled

Location: In the Apple of God's Eye (Psalms 17 v 8)

Precautions: Keep away from any appearance of the virus, DO NOT let the past contaminate

your software. (Ist Thessalonians 5 v 22)

If Product encounters any problem: accept thy fault, ask for forgiveness, wash with His blood, retrack your steps & move on and ahead. (Leviticus 22 vs 40-42, 2nd Chronicles 7 vs 14)

Worth or Value: Cannot be bought, jewel of inestimable value (John 3 vs 16-17)

Directions: Ask before use, Do not REPROGRAM (James 1 vs 2-8)

Questions: call 1-800-THE-BIBLE (2nd Timothy 2 vs 15)

Distributed by: The Potters' Hand, Heaven. http://www.God.com/ (John 14 vs 6,

In our daily doings, let us try remembering that we are all products of His aweosme and amazing work. Imagine when you either create something or discover something, how would you guard it? jealously of course, and what would you do to protect yourwork or discovery? I bet you would do all you can. This is what gets me going when i think about how much God cares for me, and what He would do not to loose me. I'm just one amongst an uncountable and He's this crazy, and jealous about me? Me, Rinsola Me? I learnt over this past weekend that " I am the product of His AMAZING HANDWORK" and i decided i had to share this with you all (i know some of you know these, but try dwelling upon it) See yourselves as His priceless product.

One of the many questions i ponder on: " I somehow feel He's not done with me yet, But what would be of me when i feel He's done with me?" (God help me hold on to Him every step of the way).

I'm back to school, and i'm praying this would be a great semester, one to always remember. To all those who are back to school, I wish you all the BEST God has to offer. As David excelled over his contemporaries, may we all excell in everything positive we lay our hands upon. HAPPY FALL SEMESTER!

May our software not be crashed by the devil (Impossible thru God). Have a great, funfilled and fufilled week.

!!! The Complete Bible Experience !!!

Isn't this so amazing? I'm really impressed with the whole performance, but Blair Underwoods' performance was WAOH!. And how do you love Denzel and Pauletta's version of "Songs of Solomon"? The overall 10:48mins performance would leave you speechless, how much more when u watch the whole video, and see Pastor Paul leading the cast..... Interesting. I ordered my copy already. Enjoy

Hellow

To all those who stopped by for the parrie, THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! Really do appreciate it. Hope you all left having enuff to eat? To those who didn't meet the garri cake, i promise to make yours' special and send it to you. Really do appreciate the prayers also, and wish you all the same and the best.

Before my next post, i just wanted to wish you all One of the BEST WEEK ever! Anticipate BIG, Prepare BIG, Trust BIG and expect BIG!. Please do Take care and Take Charge!

Have a funfilled and fufilled week everyone!

It's my birthday!

Jellorf Ryce

Mai Cake (The candles tell u my age)

Again.....

The fruit tray
Something with salmon that i do not know what it is, but tatste great

This is my self made garri cake.
I made it for the likes of Yankee naija babe
I needed to add g-nuts to complete it
Below is moi, when i was i donno how old! Kweet moi!

THANK YOU!

Where would i be without Your love, what would be left of me without You?

Without You in my life i can't fathom who i would be.

From birth to date, You've seen my deeds and known my deepest of thoughts.

I am worthless without You, and doomed if i never knew You.

You've been there from the days of plenty to the days of nothing.

You've always proved Yourself God, even when i doubted You.

Am i worth Your grace, am i worth Your mercy, am i worth Your love?

Do i deserve the best things of life? Do i deserve to be called Your child?

To all these i answer No.

But You told me, You would never give up on me, You told me 'cos of Your blood I AM WORTH EVERYTHING!

When i lost it, You were there. You ran to me before i took a step

You held me close, and all i heard was "I STILL LOVE YOU"

My tears You wiped, My heart You healed
My needs You met, My brain You touched

My sins You forgave, My joy You restored

Where can i hide from presence?

What can i do without You?

You've never failed in teaching me Your prospects

You've never failed at being my ever present friend

You never failed in blessing me

You pampered me with Your favour, even when i didn't deserve it

With me You defied all odds.

I couldn't , but with You i did

I can never repay You, not even for a second of my breath

I shall never know why You love me, I shall never know why chose me

But one thing i would always know and live to tell about is "YOUR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE"

Thank You is never enough, My thanks to You would never do. But Dad I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU!

Thank You for me, Thank You for my future, Thank You for my destiny, Thank You for Your calling over my life, Thank You for yet another day, month, year, and another chance. Thank You for restoration. Thank You for never letting go of me, Thank You for today, the day You chose to bring me to earth. THANK YOU!

PS:
I need to get some sleep, would start serving the food when the parrie starts, Remember it starts 4pm prompt! Holla back for some tantalizing, mouthwatering, and salivating delicacy. Make sure u have some garri cake b4 u leave. You want to know how old i am? make sure u'r back to find out! Take care and Happy Birthday to moi!

1 more day to my birthday!

My mother was counting days, and she felt it was time for me to be born but i was not out yet and she was getting scared. It's past 9 months and i'm still not born yet, she's not feeling any pain whatsoever, she's not in labour, and as a matter of fact, she can't feel me move (Is she dead or is it the fear that makes her feel this way?).
She called dad and told him, but he felt everything was fine, but what does dad know? She wasn't going to trust dad this time around, but she needed him to take her to the hospital. Dr Gbadebo checked her and everything was fine, but he had no answer as to why i wasn't here yet. Mum couldn't trust anyone anymore, and she had to make the decision without dad's opinion this time. Dad could understand 'cos he had come to realize that a mothers' instinct was quite important. He wouldnt make the decision, he woulnd't convince her and he wouldn't sign anything. All he would do is make mum know that he wasn't going anywhere and would be there with her till the did has been done.
So the decision was after 4hours, if nothing happens, and she still feels no movement, then she would be wheeled to the operating room. She was in tears, and told Dr Gbadebo she was not willing to take chances, though i wasn't her first child. I guess Dr Gbadebo didn't see a need, especially when Dad wasn't also in the decision making process. Or did dad feed mum with some concotions ni? wasn't i supposed to be born? was i a mistake? Why won't Dad make a decision about me?
Exactly 27minutes after mum was told she would be wheeled to the operating room, her water broke. Okay things look good now, she could now smile, dad was getting excited, but then she started screaming. She was in labour, and they coulnd't be specific on how many hours exactly that the labour was, but i was completely brought forth to earth tomorrow at about 3:19pm.
I am born for a reason, a mission, an assignment, a purpose and i have no choice whatsoever than to fufill that which i've been sent forth to do on earth.
I know i am one of the many changes our world would need, one of those who would impact our generation greatly. (positively).
I am special, peculiar, unique, different and blessed irrespective of how long i was in the womb.
I have lived and i'm living to become a story of His glory
I've been called His own, His chosen, and His child. I am named ADE-RIN-SI OLA not coincidentally or by mistake. I have walked into His wealth, the wealth of His love, His peace, His grace, His mercy, His kindess, and His provision.
I have questioned many things that has happened to me, and why it happened, and i sometimes get answers. But one thing i don't ever think i may fully understand is WHY HE CHOOSE TO LOVE ME?
Have a great week everyone, and stop by tomorrow for some refreshment. THE PARRIE IS HIA! I promise to quench ur thirst and hunger.
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2 more days to my birthday!

waoh! am i excited, am i scared, nervous, anxious or what? Honestly i really donno how i feel right now, but i sure am not sad, so thats much better.
So today was thanksgiving day at Church. Rinsola sure had much to be thankful to God for, so she buttered the thanksgiving with some serious komole (diggit down). Nywayz, the countdown continues.......Hope you all had a great weekend? take care of yourselves and wish you all, one of the best week ahead.